Yesterday was a little rough, but it started out good. I got up
in the morning and did my daily work out (50 crunches+ 60 sec plank). I made my
breakfast; which was just a package of oat meal because I hadn’t gone grocery
shopping yet for all my healthy food.
Around 10am I was on the way to my interview and thought I
should get some grapes as a snack; that way I wouldn’t be so hungry before
lunch. Once I got there, the interview went by really fast. It was good, but it
seemed short. Afterword’s I was so freakn
hungry!!! Maybe my body just isn’t use to eating so little yet. Anyways, I ended up get Chickfila and got
everything I was not supposed to get. I
got a cherry coke, 12 count chicken nuggets and fries….. I was so mad at myself
after I was done.
At noon I picked up my mom and she wanted to go pick up some
lunch from Publix. She bought wings and two waters. I grabbed my water and then
she invited me to some wings. Knowing I had just had an entire meal at lunch I
ate about 4-5 wings anyways. I felt like shit after that. I don’t know why I
didn’t , but I think I was binge eating because I was so hungry after I got out
of my interview.
After all that mess happened, I made myself stay out of my
house so I wouldn’t get bored and eat anything. I dropped off a couple resumes
and did some quick interview. It was nice; except I think it was like, 200
degrees out today. It was so fucking hot!
Five PM rolled around and I picked up my mom from work then
we went and got her boyfriend. We ate around 7pm (you’re not supposed to eat
past 6pm). This is where my struggle
started up yet again. WE HAVE NOTHING HEALTHY IN THIS HOUSE!!! I didn’t realize
how unhealthy we really were until I started looking for dinner food. I
thankfully managed to find some salad stuff.
My mom let me take her card to go get my healthy food. I was
so excited until she gave me a $30.00 budget…wtf. I had a feeling this was going to be an issue
because I wanted to get everything that was on the list of my work out plan;
which isn’t a crap ton of things, but it was still not going to be under
$30.00.
I headed out to Aldi, but they were closed. So I went to
Walmart instead. I get everything in my
basket and before I went up to the cashier I added everything up. It came out
to $61.00. I sure as hell wasn’t paying attention. I putting everything back
and got it down to $26.00. By the time I got home I was so exhausted that I
didn’t want to work out.
I am proud to say I am very happy I did because now I am in
a better mood and I know that all of this hard work is worth and it’s going to
pay off. If you are having struggles of
your own just remember you are a beautiful person but in order to get your
health right you must change your life style and I promise you will be much
happier. I know sometimes it’s really hard to work out when it gets kinda late
but just tell yourself that you are worth it.
All my love,
Phoenix
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